jkua

its not pms,
i just need to get back the saintness in me.

finally i fall deep into my sleep,
not being paranoid for that few hours.
i didnt think of my field trip report,
i didnt think of my coming test,
i didnt think of my prom night proposal,
i didnt think of home-alone,
i didnt think of where is what and how is it.
congratulations JKua, you are officially a workaholic. no, a paranoid workaholic.

cause Shum is good to extend forum deadline to end of today,
cause i had a good sleep last night like finally,
cause my menses not giving me aches everywhere,
cause today got no driving lesson,
cause parents will be leaving singapura for malaya over the weekend,
cause i took a little break from projects and tests,
cause prom night for LRM seems to be exciting for this stage,
cause i am planning for prom night,
cause I kick soccer netball ytd and skills improved,
cause i think i am good girl this semester,

TONIGHT'S GONNA BE A GOOD NIGHT~!

i got a test tmr at 6.30pm,
nothing went into my head yet.

bye 15%.

went Afond leisure spa at holland v in the afternoon.
i feel so relaxed after the massage and scrub.
but the thought of project cloud my mind soon after again.

Hi midnight oil,
wont you accompany me tonight but no later than 2am?

good thing about my course:
you can relax for a spa treatment and tell your parents its compulsory,
but at the end of the day,
you need to write a report pertaining the treatment.
it relax my body, but it will get tense up the next day when i start on the report.

printer is down,
meaning fighting for a space in design printing shop to get my report printed and mad rush to hand up by 9.30am.

going back to RWS tomorrow for a meeting.
hoping to clinch the deal..
opps, sounds a little too professional,
hoping that the terms will be agreeable and i can hold my prom night there.

when the words that came out doesnt reflect well enough of what you are thinking,
its best to just smile and hopefully it doesnt leave a scar.

Have you wonder why some people behave as a social bee, finding a spot to land everywhere they are?
and why some just wish to keep close friends closer and ignore the rest of the world?

the one that flies everywhere, end of the day, might just find that all friends were just a title- without any meaning in them.
when they feel troubled, there is nobody to turn too for none is as close as he/she would want them to be.

the world is full of weirdness.
people who treasure friends, and keep those worthy ones close to the heart are precieved as antisocial and not part of the mass,
while people who are everywhere gets the limelight and named as the right way.

but who are we to judge again?
the reason behind every action is different. hoping between different cliques might be the way he/she is trying to find comfort in. 

judge.
we humans judge too much and too fast.
 

ticktockticktockticktockticktock.
i just went over to OLE to download lecture notes and tutorial.
oh gosh,
this semester will be so exciting.
7 subj to go: cruise, spa, gaming, facilities, club, destination, apel.
cruise - there is an optional cruise trip, 4d3n to langkawi, sunway lagoon during the term break.
spa - our individual project require us to go for a full spa treatment with special discount.
game - time to bring poker cards and gamble with sweets.
facilities - nothing too great but i can spend time in the lab at facebook.
club - i am a certified clubber soon.
=D

on the downside,
cruise test is on 18th nov and spa group proj looks like a killer.

there will be moments where you feel really down on certain matter and the one thing you want to do is text someone you are closest to. even if it was nonsense he/she reply, it feels better to know somebody out there still cares.

honestly, i am worried for my health.

i was cleaning up my room and found the personal particular form for the national U-19 squad and paya labar punggol.
later on, i will be heading to bishan arsenal's friendly match.
how complicated can i get?

yea! people! free to ask me out now!
anytime, anywhere!
(jurong/boonlay excluded)

congratulation to myself,
i have successful wasted 3 weeks of my holiday doing nothing constructive.
well yes i did go for more soccer now which cause more injuries.
well yes i went for my driving lesson dutifully but still how much time can that take up?
hi people,
ask me out.. pls?
just skip 6th sept-9th sept, i wont be in singapore.
and 1st sept.
the other days, perfecto.
 

i came across a few blogs while blog hoping 2 hours ago.
are blogs a way to blog about your inner thoughts or a media to gain recognition or sympathetic?

when people blog, they tend to express everything based on what they believe, what they feel, and what happen for the incident but not the overall picture.
example like: i got bitten by an ugly dog and i got this painful scar on my leg:(.
instantly, readers will go: oh gosh, evil dog, are you ok?
but what readers do not know is that, the truth might be: i got bitten by a dog because i was throwing stones at it and after it bite me, i kick it in the stomach and it whine its life away.
how do you reply to that kind of blog post then?
blogger protect their own 'face' and portray themselves as the saint in the unsaint world.

i just think that blogging is part of gossiping and we should all go back to writing a diary and not blacken any one's name.
purpose of writing this post?
gossiping and blacklisting:)

simone just comment my blog posts as very sad and emo.
hmmm...
haha.
oh wells :)

anyway i am in school,
stoning.
cause after internship, there is seriously nothing much i could do.
at least i still can read at my ftt book and yawn away..
after tmr IF i pass,
i will be so stone.
ok, 2 more hours to stone before trg starts.
gosh.

microsoft should just totally come up with this version for students where we just type rubbish, and the whole report will be typed out for us..

I am still typing my way up the hill in the library with zhilin beside me.
the school is deserted.
everyone went to celebrate the red patriotic day while i am still burying myself into the small screen.

league is starting from tmr onwards.
1 of my weekend will be burnt for soccer...
lets just hope i can survive the 10 rounds of matches...

i am glad internship is over.
that bitch totally ruin the day.
shall update about this in the next entry.
now,
i want to get my life back.

ohoh!
howl at the moon was the bomb!

as heather will put it, we are while stock last, use the SI (super senior saikang interns) before they are gone. flood them, pile them, do whatever to them, because they wont say no!
and i will be ending on 1ST AUG, not 31ST JULY.
why? cause i agree to help out during 1st aug for the recruitment.
ok, there goes my scc.
officially waving goodbye to have fun at the camp.
i will be morally supporting whatever group i will be in- from where i am.. sat-work, sun-competition.

drawing circles on the floor;
staring at the celing;
looking at of the window;
typing simple words on the keyboard;

i wasted 3 days having my butt rested on the chair, bed, couch, doing nothing but exercising my fingers, eyes and mouth.
back to normal;
counting down 8 working days to end of internship.

so i got choke on gummy bear and resulted in throat infection a while back.
slowly it affect the rest of my senses and guess what!
i am seriously a flu victim, cough victim and a throat victim.

now, i am hungry.

hi life,
i am so starting to hate you.